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Thursday, March 13th, 2008
11:18 am	Failure 1 Definition: Cessation of supply, or total defect; a failing; deficiency; as, failure of rain; failure of crops. Failure 2 Definition: Omission; nonperformance; as, the failure to keep a promise. Failure 3 Definition: Want of success; the state of having failed. Failure 4 Definition: Decay, or defect from decay; deterioration; as, the failure of memory or of sight. Failure 5 Definition: A becoming insolvent; bankruptcy; suspension of payment; as, failure in business. Failure 6 Definition: A failing; a slight fault. failure 7 Definition: an unexpected omission; "he resented my failure to return his call"; "the mechanic''s failure to check the brakes" failure 8 Definition: an act that fails; "his failure to pass the test" failure 9 Definition: an event that does not accomplish its intended purpose; "the surprise party was a complete failure" failure 10 Definition: a person with a record of failing; someone who loses consistently failure 11 Definition: loss of ability to function normally; "kidney failure" failure 12 Definition: lack of success; "he felt that his entire life had been a failure"; "that year there was a crop failure" failure 13 Definition: inability to discharge all your debts as they come due; "the company had to declare bankruptcy"; "fraudulent loans led to the failure of many banks"
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Saturday, March 8th, 2008
1:09 am	My my, oh so long since I have written and yet I feel like i look back at everything I have ever written in these journals, and even more then feeling foolish, I feel as if all that I have complained about has not changed at all. Maybe my state of mind has, but the underlying reason as to why I felt that has never changed. I have always felt most rational of a human being. I would hate to be irrational. Irrationality has only led me to embarrassments. So my next train of thought would be where does rationality bring me? Am i the ever so boring safe, methodical choice. Am I the boring calculative person. That would bring me to am explanation as to why I'm alone right now. So why am I 19 and feeling as if I am lame. Well one idea perhaps being that I have grown up in a time where apparently long term relationships at 14 are normal. I have gone through numerous "best friends" all of which have left me for what I would hope be the "love of their lives". When it comes down to it, I am not jealous of most people and their relationships. Excluding a rare couple of exclusions most couples remind me as to why I am so picky. Picky not being a problem with me, but this apparent problem with human beings in general(however not to exclude the male species directly). I have met very few people who broke the mold of humans in my mind. Every lost girlfriend is a reflection of the other and every disappointing male is a dime a dozen.
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Friday, October 20th, 2006
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Monday, October 16th, 2006
8:52 am	i guess the positive of being so stressed about these tests is that it shows some actual dedication to my classes. one down, one to go. i have never really studied for a test let alone for 3 or 4 hours.. positive reinforcment i guess the only thing that discomforts me is the fact that i didnt actually stay up til 2 30 studying, an hour and a half of it was spent on watching flavor of love finale.. soooooooo worth it.
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Monday, September 18th, 2006
6:01 pm	this weather is depressing me.. among other things. only 9 more months of the rain. lindsays created a monster consisting of: me+greys anatomy season 1&2=bliss. gosh i need to meet myself a hottie brain surgeon, anybody willing to hospitalize me?
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